Sunday, March 17, 2013


Someone else would be like
a dog that could fly a bird that can swim a fish that could walk
its just not going to happen
a writing promt about some else
its impossible but I just asked my girl friend and she said she really liked that writing promt....
she said she would write about her grandpa
I say that by the time I finish I will be a granpa
she said write about some one whos real or fake
but that freakin everyone
so what am I supposed to do
idk so I give up

Wednesday, March 13, 2013


Death some things I need to get off my chessst
some questions I got to ask
and some things we got to establish before I take off this mask
first I aint scared of you
there aint nothing I cant live through
second it wasnt his time go
and you knew that so thats a low blow
third you invited me so no forming grudges
and neither of us law binding citizens so no need for judges
death how do you decide when its someones time to go
and what if there in the middle of their show
I would understande if the curtin was closed
but what if their play was still being composed
does that change your mind
or to you is that a good find
do you even decide when some one dies
or do you just sit and enjoy the cries
what happenes if they choose you
do you have the power to reject them too
does it hurt to die
or do you just kinda pass on by
finally does it matter if you fall in love
thats all the questions I could think of

Monday, March 11, 2013


space
sorrowful place alone cold empty
space
special place aspiring creative energetic
space
sour place anger contention egregious
space
spectacular place astounding captivating exotic


what it is and and what it will what is has been and what it should be are all nothing alike because space the base of nothing
the total absence of something
no sound no heat no heart beat
a place where a loved one once laid 
a nd there's nothing casting a shadow but it's in the shade
a place where a new will be erected 
a nd the memories of the old deflected 
a placewhere you can be alone and just be
a place where no one can see 
a feeling like no other 
a s true as the love of a mother 
a feeling that could only come in space 
a fear we all share and don't want to face 
a re greatest fear is not that inadequate but that we powerful beyond believe”

NO
Who made that rule anyway
and who is going to make me fallow it.
If your here to read my post good :)
if your here to look at pictures go to pintrest....
if your here to listen to music open up a new tab and type in pandora....
if your here to be inspired then just keep reading
if your here to be entertained go to you tube type in people are awesome
if you need pretty colors and a cool back round go to some one else's blog.
. but I will add a link back to Paris because I just went on some one's blog that didnt have it and it was annoying ….. but I'm writing it in french.

Monday, February 18, 2013

A NAME AS MUD

pen name: Easy Eddie was Al Capone's lawyer who gave lawyers the name they have today. he cheated lied planted evidence and bribed to get Al Capone off of every charge. he was good at what he did in fact he was the best. then something changed. all he wanted was to give his son a fair shot in life by giving him a good name. he turned in Al Capone. then we skip ahead to his son who he gave a fair shot to in this world, Butch O'hare is most commonly remembered as a war hero who saved an entire fleet of ships. his squad left the ships to run a mission when he realized he didn't have enough fuel to make the mission his leader told him to go back. On his way back he saw Japanese attack planes he took on the whole fleet alone and made them go back because the damage was to heavy. the mission that Butches companions completed was one of the defining point in the war with the Japanese. so much so that they named the Chicago airport after him.



if life is a game,
and lossen is a shame;
then life is made to win,
and you cant play from the sin.
so i stopped brakin all the rules. 
started utilizing all my tools. 
now i'm manifesting my greatest desires, 
and for that i gave up the sacred fires.
gave up all the nonsense. 
now everything i do seems to make sense,
and cents is what i used to make.
now i've got everything at stake:
1 to 36 odds pays 30 to 1,
because i'm number 1, and number 2 dropped out :
that puts me first twice. and that's a nice payout
now number 1 is my ecstasy, 
and i don't sit on, i am the presidency. 
and i'm bringing all my brothers to the same height
because they are the reasons i got through the fight









  im driving home after are first date and it went kinda late but I thought it was great 
and I cant stop thinking about you 
like a wife thinks about a husband thats away
 like an away sales man thinks about his next sale
 like sail think about the next gust of wind
 like when are we going to see each other again


and I hope you thinking about me 
like... ring ring.... a text...
 I hope it is you like a little kids hopes for something cool on christmas.... 
its her she said “I had a good time thank you:)” and im think about what to say back like a wale under a shark attack... 
my phones dies so that makes that one easy


but it stilll doesnt help the fact that im thinking about like water thinks about ice
 like ice thinks about skating
 like skating thinks about rating this hockey player wich you might be dating

and bottom line is I cant stop think about you.
and ive got a case